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You told me........
"MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T CALL ME WHEN I'M PLAYING "THE GAME!!!!""
and I HUNG UP.. soooooooo
FINE MAYBE I JUST WON'T EVER CALL YOU AGAIN!
I've had what feels like the Longest day in the world! but then again that's how my Tuesday/Thursdays are!
but now i'm exhausted, not enough energy to deal with this.. so I hung up.. can you blame me? after you say something like that to me.......... fine.. you just don't get me, and you told me that I make everything about me..
and what if I do...... that's how I am...........
and yes, you've been supportive I truly THANK YOU for that..
but Just know obviously I've been going through some tough times... especially the past two weeks...
my aunt passing away, "the situation" @ the bank.. , balancing school and work, trying to make ends meet.. coming to the realization that yes, my life is hard and it will always be that way.. i will always be the one who has to work for everything.. and even tho there are times i want to give up... or through times where i've changed my outlook on life. i'm still trying to keep my head up..
all of that has just gotten to me.... and I really don't know what to say to you anymore.. because you just don't get it.. the only time that you'll see my point of view about me getting mad about the game...is when other people tell you that you did something wrong.. or when I don't talk to you for a while...
but other than that.. you Just don't see it..
you just think i'm being selfish.......but i don't think it's too much to ask.. for someone to make me feel "special" feel "worth it" feel.....especially when you're not around........ | 
